every beat of my heart

Saturday, July 15, 2006

wake up at 8.15am this morning because i meet jo 10am in school. reached school around 9plus. was rather early than i used to be. because i used to be later than jo. hee. went to BUS park and bought pancake and soyabean. when i reached the table which we are sitting, i spilled the soyabean drink and accidently dirtied jo's bag. felt so guilty. after that, both of us went for our lesson. finished lesson at around 12 plus. stayed back in class for awhile to wait for our care person to come and make some announcements. then, glen was asking those girls whether they are joining for the movie or not, he kept saying me pangseh them. especially glen and sunny. oh my god. i've been hearing 'pang seh' these 2 words for 2 continuous days. damn pek chek! please. go and check around what is pang seh. if i promise to go for the outing but i said i can't make it, that is considered as pang seh. but the problem is, i didn't promise them at all. somemore they were so last minute. i have already meet my friends. i didn't argue much with them and i went off with a pissed off mind. get to cool down when i was on the way to find biskot. went there and can't stop whining. oh my god. haiz. ate tibits while waiting for jo to come and meet us. she ended her lab early and when she reached, i start to complain to her again. lolx. i sound naggy. haa. but i couldn't help it !! while waiting for biskot to knock off, me and jo chat alot of things about my classmates and life. then, the 3 of us board bus to bugis and biskot bought alot of things. haa. it's his first time to spend so much in a single day. he was also shocked. haa. went kinokuniya and we did found the books '1 litre of tears' but we couldn't buy it because it is in japanese. i didn't get the chance to stay in kinokuniya for long because both jo and biskot's stomach were grumbling. *so sad* so we went to eat japanese food. i ate 'katsu curry rice'. while we were eating, we encounter small 'xiaoqiang'. so DISGUSTING !! oh my god. i hate xiaoqiang the most!! i shall not describe in details on how we met it and how it came to an end. (scary) *phew* after eating, we went for a walk. we happened to pass by G2000 and biskot insisted to go in to take a look at those discounted items. before going off, my leg was being cut by some plastic pieces. *unlucky* went over to jo's hse to stay overnight. accompanied her brother to the prata shop and we bought tehbing (our favorite). haa. after that, we walked back to her hse. jo and her brother were walking infront and i'm walking behind them. i was rubbing my eyes because my eyes are itchy. suddenly i BUMPED onto a lamp post !! oh my god. the 3 of us were laughing uncontrollable. i laugh until i squad on the floor and then sat on the floor. jo and her brother were laughing at me throughtout the journey back to her hse. basket. for the 18 years in my life, this is the first i bumped onto lamp post lo. basket eh. [not because i didn't see the lamp post. is just that i'm rubbing my eyes lo!!] today is my very unlucky day!! been clumsy for the whole day. hmm. but if my clumsiness can make people around me to laugh heartily, i DON"T MIND !! heh heh. hee. =P hmm. watched '1 litre of tears' and cried non-stopped. (my eyes are swollen lo.) really MUST watch this show. damn touching, that's what i can say. okay la. gonna stop here. today's entry very long eh. haa. nitex diary.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
The mind deceives what the heart feels.
My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.
Life is really fragile. It would breaks anytime just as a glass that is dropped on the floor. shame on myself for thinking those unimportant things compared to those people who were ill and sicked. all they wished is to continue living alive. living everyday to the fullest. i really admire AYA's character and fighting spirit.

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